MEETING AT CAMBRIDGE Thursday morning, 13th June, 1974 Q1 W1: I used to practise Zen meditation (Samadhi). I was told to count my breaths from one to ten, back and forward. I was then given a Koan, [*] the word "Mu" which means "empty." I was told to concentrate on the stomach region, on the blood in the stomach and to have the Citta spread out into the stomach. As soon as I did this a little I would feel tense in the face, eyes and head, and then I would get headaches. While sitting in meditation there was a lot of noise of the beating of drums and gongs. I tried to relax the body but I could not and now I only have to think about sitting in meditation and I get a headache. I would like to know why this happened. [*] Koan -- a word or phrase for repetition and contemplation as used in "Zen Buddhism." T.A. Questions: Before you began to feel tense in the face and head, was your Citta fixed on the noise or at the stomach? W1: It was fixed at the stomach because I had to meditate on "Mu" and then concentrate my energy to go down into the stomach. A: What happened concerns the physical body and it was your own reaction. I understand that you were too determined and so you disturbed the body, as if you were having a fight with it. You should ask your teacher, who taught you to arouse such an obstacle, how you should cure it. W1: The teacher would only help while one was staying at the monastery. Having left the monastery he does not contact his followers by letter. I have now turned to the practice of Anapanasati. A: You must persist in investigating and searching for the reasons why this occurs and change the method (of practice) to whatever is shown by these reasons to be suitable to keep the Citta constantly in the present; this may be the way to cure it. Q2 M1: What is mindfulness (Sati)? A: In taking hold of anything one must know that one takes hold of it. This is mindfulness. Q3 M2: In school the teachers ask what Buddhism teaches about the creation of the world? A: Buddhism teaches people to cure their problems and to go on reducing their Dukkha stage by stage. It is, for example, like when one comes into this house one first of all opens the door; one does not tear the whole house down. Or again, when children begin school they learn step by step, class by class, so they go higher and higher gradually. But if one tries to teach children who are just starting at school about things that are far above their heads it is no use at all. Knowing about the creation of the world is useless in the same way. Q4 M2: In taking the Triple Gem (Ti-Ratana) as one's refuge (Sarana), where it goes "I take the Buddha...the Dhamma..." I can understand this sufficiently well. But in connection with "Sangham Saranam Gacchami," does this mean that we should take the Sangha here as our refuge? For England still has no Sangha, so what should we do? A: "Buddham Saranam Gacchami" means to take all the Buddhas to be one's refuge. "Dhammam Saranam Gacchami" means to take the Dhamma that every one of the Buddhas taught to be one's refuge. "Sangham Saranam Gacchami" means to take the Savaka Sangha of every one of the Buddhas to be one's refuge. The Savaka Sangha means those who are: "Supatipanno" -- who have practised well; "Ujupatipanno" -- who have practised correctly, in accordance with the Vinaya that each Buddha laid down, without evading the rules of the Vinaya; "Nayapatipanno" -- who practised for the purpose of knowing clearly and seeing truly -- and who let go of everything with "Samicipatipanno" -- having practised Dhamma in ways that are appropriate to Dhamma and having practised those things absolutely rightly which are the duty of a Bhikkhu. The Lord told us to take these as the refuge. The Sangha nowadays who practise in the way described above may be taken as a refuge, this being a kind of by-product, because the Sangha who practise properly are within the circle of the "SANGHA." This is the way the Lord said one could tell whether the Sangha exists which one can take to be a refuge, or not. Q5 M2: In England it is very difficult to find the Sangha. A: If one takes the Sangha as being that which has the characteristics mentioned above, then it is difficult to find in any country! Q6 M2: Why, when the precepts are given, must one speak in Pali? A: When the Lord Buddha taught Buddhism he used the Pali language and it has meanings accordingly, but if one considers that one understands these meanings one can use any language that one knows. If one agrees that the "language of the heart" is the important thing, the manner of what is socially acceptable, so if we consider Pali to be the language of the heart, when we speak any given word others who have differing native languages can understand it in accordance with their own language and society. This is good, isn't it? Q7 M3: The Laws of Kamma and the laws of science are opposed to each other, are they not? A: What do the laws of science say? I will speak first about Kamma. Kamma is what people think, say, or do, which is good or evil or between the two -- neither good nor evil. Having acted accordingly the result will follow, the result being good, evil or between the two respectively. M3: Science is not concerned about good or evil or the future. A: Having learnt science can it cure hunger? When hungry one eats and becomes full. The way of Buddhism aims to cure Dukkha, so if one has anything that is Dukkha it aims to cure that and the principles of Dhamma in Buddhism have various different levels, from those which are simple up to those which are rarely achieved. Q8 W1: I now want to learn how to do Samadhi and I want to know myself in a new way, but there is that obstacle of the heart which I mentioned before. How can I cure it? A: I sympathise with you, but to tell you how to cure it is difficult because the way of practice differs from what we do. If the teacher has taught a way and the pupil learns and acts in that way accordingly, how can one be sure that the way he taught is the right way? One must search for the basic principles which can make one sure that the goal at the end of the path is the same as the Buddha taught. A basic principle which I can give you which is common to all ways is as follows: //"Do not let your Citta go out externally."// When the Citta is outside there are things which fascinate the Citta, so one must then train oneself to concentrate anew (internally) and do this time after time. One does not know whether those things come from one's own heart -- or from where they come. But if they are lovable things and beautiful one then loves them. If they are loathsome things and what is more important, fearsome things, one will be afraid. Therefore in order to guard against fear one must look after the Citta and keep it inside and arouse calm internally and peace of heart. Q9 W1: Nowadays our world has nothing but confusion and deterioration and society is changing. How do you think it can be changed for the better? A: That the world and society are changing is natural. Society is made up of the people in it and the people in each society must investigate and find out what is good, what is undesirable in their society, and how it should be corrected so that it will be right and proper. Someone outside that society does not have enough knowledge and understanding to think out how it should be changed. * * * * * * *